You > Mistake > Failure #1

F***ing up

 A dark hole

  I'm lost

   Loser

    U are ???

     Ready to fail again

      Explosion

This moment. THE MOMENT. You might have heard it before, I know I sure did. "Learn from your mistakes" seems so manifestly but from my experiences, it's not. 

   Let's admit it. I make mistakes on a regular basis. Sometimes it's easy to admit that things aren't always perfect. However, at other times, life gets on a roller coaster ride. During those moments, the "thing" I failed to execute grew into something undetectable. Sooner or later, my mistake had the ability to identify a vulnerable teenager as the FAILURE himself.  

 
   The next stage is always the hardest because it's recognized to be the UNKNOWN. When you begin to appreciate your self-worth less and less, you feel like the staircase in front of you, the answer to your questions, is breaking apart. When you really want to search for the solution, you start to panic.

   The unknown is really right in your face. Look into the mirror. What do you see? ... Of course it's yourself. There isn't any magic potion that can fade away the failure because you become what you think and feel like. If only we could make the potion, nothing bad would have ever happened...



Take a deep breath. Relax and calm your mind for a bit.

   Personally, going through these stages myself was incredibly horrible. I felt like a stray cat lying underneath some automobile. In order to escape my own thoughts, I reached out to my best friends. 

Don't be alone. Be brave and let go of the failure.


*** to be continued